if I could, I would take a few words of rumi and a few words of hafiz, and add to them a few odd words of my own... and to this, I would add the glimmering streaks of sunlight shining upon my hair right this very minute...and if I could, I would reach one hand into my chest and rip a handful of heartbeats right out of the center of me and kiss them until my lips were bleeding and raw... and then, I would throw all-of-this-beauty into a blender and run it on full speed until I blew out the fucking motor... and the magical liquid would shimmer and shine as I poured it into a bottle, one I would find on a windowsill in your kitchen... and then I'd stuff a cork in it.... then I would search the whole entire planet for you, baby... and when I found you, I'd kiss you deeply and grab your hand so hard you'd say "ouch" with a grin... and I'd point to the highest peak I could see and say "THAT one!" and we'd run like fucking looney toons, with the blended-bliss-in-a-bottle in hand, to the top of the top of the mountain....and I would strip you bare and you would strip me bare and I would dance for you underneath the starlit blackness and shake the bottle like a crazy-girl until it exploded wide open, raining this liquid crystalline dream all over us until we were drunk with love-soaked-bliss and laughter.
if I could...
if I only could.
I love you.
xoxo,
gee
