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| october 30 |
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up and out
before the sun,
today
I begin my day
this way...
just because.
(~smile~)
"I am a sky where spirits live.
stare into this deepening blue,
while the breeze says a secret.
like this.
when someone asks what there is to do,
light the candle in his hand.
like this."
(the beautiful words of rumi)
xoxo,
gee
| october 29 |
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sometimes,
I'm quite happy
dancing
alone...
I'm just happy
to be dancing
even if I'm in the kitchen
and it's 2-fucking-a.m.
xoxo,
gee
| october 28 |
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feeling tired.
more like,
"sick of it all"...
but truthfully,
~ in my mind and heart ~
I haven't felt t-h-i-s good...
in a
long-fucking-time
:)
xoxo,
gee
| october 27 |
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my goddesses, my gods, my divine companions...
you take me by the hand
and leap with me across feather pillows in the sky!
your laughter rings clear
through the breeze
from crisp, falling leaves above me
to the dying blades of grass beneath me...
and when I pause to capture
one more awkward handstand just for you,
I feel you tremble to your core
with a joy almost too precious to recognize...
it is yours
to give.
and mine
to share.
today,
I pray for us...
every
blessed
one.
xoxo,
gee
| october 25 |
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some little known facts about me...
* I was born in queens, new york --
have lived in colorado, rhode island,
massachusetts, & new hampshire --
I now call maine my home
* I am in love with sunlight -- especially
late-day sun & sunsets
(yes, in spite of having malignant melanoma)
* I have the best burst-out-loud belly laughs
when I'm with my kids
* I'm a sucker for flowers & chocolate
* I have never smoked a cigarette, ever
* I once had a boyfriend who spelled out
"I luv u" in stolen pumpkins on my front lawn
* my dearest-friends-ever are named pete and chance
ohhh, and one more..
* I love to be held
xoxo,
gee
| october 24 |
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" I said that's life
(that's life),
and as funny as it may seem,
some people get their kicks
stompin' on a dream
but I don't let it, let it get me down
'cause this fine old world,
it keeps spinnin' around
I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
a poet, a pawn and a king
I've been up and down
and over and out
and I know one thing
each time I find myself flat on my face
I pick myself up and get back in the race..."
(~ lyrics to "that's life", frank sinatra ~)
yep.
that's life.
xoxo,
gee
| october 23 |
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" how I wish you were here.
we're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground.
what have we found?
the same old fears,
wish you were here. "
(waters, gilmour / pink floyd)
I do.
wish this...
xoxo,
gee
| october 12 |
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sometimes,
I am hurting way too much
to speak...
too tired to write...
too lost to find the words
sing it for me, jonathan... will you?
"...my mind is laughing at me.
tell me why am I to blame
aren't we suppose to be the same
that's why I will never tame
this thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last..."
(lryics to "did my time", KoRn)
yeah... that's right.
thanks, sweetie.
*huuuuuuuuuug*
xoxo,
gee
| october 04 |
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right from
the center of me
that's where it all comes from...
that's where it all goes.
xoxo,
gee
| october 03 |
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it... this... you...
mean something
to me
probably more
than you'll
ever know
xoxo,
gee
| october 02 |
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the only words that come to me
right now are these...
best.
weekend.
ever.
(*thank you*)
xoxo,
gee
| october 01 |
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I didn't know how magical a saturday in october
could be,
until I spent one
with you
xoxo,
gee
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