september 21 |
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" oh let the sun beat down upon my face,
stars to fill my dream,
I am a traveler of both time and space,
to be where I have been
to sit with elders of the gentle race,
this world has seldom seen,
they talk of days for which they sit and wait,
and all will be revealed
talk and song from tongues of lilting grace,
whose sounds caress my ear,
but not a word I heard could I relate,
the story was quite clear
oh I been flying, mama, there ain't no denyin'
I've been flying, ain't no denyin', no denyin'
all I see turns to brown,
as the sun burns the ground,
and my eyes fill with sand,
as I scan this wasted land
trying to find,
trying to find where I've been
oh pilot of the storm who leaves no trace,
like thoughts inside a dream,
heed the path that led me to that place,
yellow desert stream
my shangri-la beneath the summer moon,
I will return again,
sure as the dust that floats high in june,
when movin' through kashmir.
oh father of the four winds,
fill my sails,
across the sea of years
with no provision but an open face,
along the straits of fear
when I'm on, when I'm on my way,
when I see, when I see the way, you stay
when I'm down...
well I'm down, so down,
let me take you there
let me take you there...
let me take you there."
(~ lyrics to "kashmir" by led zeppelin ~)
xoxo,
gee
september 20 |
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my god, my goddess...
today I pray,
" please...
help me
get out of
my own way."
xoxo,
gee
september 19 |
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for the pumpkins
and the apples...
thank you.
for your words
of understanding and
encouragement...
thank you.
for listening
to my rant...
you deserve a medal.
thank you
for
being there.
xoxo,
gee
september 17 |
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sometimes
I wear pj's,
purple
with polar bears
on them
seriously, though.
xoxo,
gee
september 16 |
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twisted up,
the outside
matches
the inside
xoxo,
gee
september 14 |
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today,
I am a pink marshmallow bunny
with chocolate pudding
on my mind.
any suggestions...?
(~grinnn~)
holyfuck.
you make me smile.
xoxo,
gee
september 13 |
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I am
carefree,
not
careless.
there is
a difference.
xoxo,
gee
september 12 |
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precious one...
this
is
me, wondering
about
you
♥
xoxo,
gee
september 11 |
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sweet goddess of mine...
I asked for
a miracle
you sent me
an angel
( thank you! )
xoxo,
gee
september 10 |
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wacky stripes
and crazy colors
warm my heart
this morning
" gee...
you are very unusual."
she said.
" really? ya think?"
I grinned.
xoxo,
gee
september 09 |
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I am a being in motion,
evolving before your eyes.
see me, if you will,
as I stand before you
right here,
right now
today.
this is who I am.
just like you,
I am waves of light,
forever oscillating.
" love, reign o'er me...
can you see
the real me?
can you,
can you?"
( ~the who~ )
xoxo,
gee
september 08 |
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this
made
me
smile
like
you
just
don't
know
♥
thank you, sweetie, for your wonderful
box of sunshine!
I love you dearly, rich!
( rich = my wonderful soulfriend overseas )
♥
xoxo,
gee
september 07 |
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" I will not be just a tourist
in the world of images,
just watching images passing by
which I cannot live in, make love to,
possess as permanent sources
of joy and ecstasy. "
( ~anais nin ~ )
xoxo,
gee
september 06 |
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" there's nothing I enjoy more
than frolicking in a room filled with
empty plastic balls. "
(~marvin the martian~)
(~smile~)
xoxo,
gee
september 05 |
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I have tears in my eyes
before I even open them
" good morning,
solitude..."
the comfort
in the silence
is momentarily washed away...
this morning,
I just want
to be held.
xoxo,
gee
september 03 |
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tonight, I was reading
while waiting
first,
I forgot that I was waiting
then,
I forgot that I was reading
( ~smile~ )
zen says --
"mind has no color,
is neither long nor short,
doesn't appear or disappear;
it is free from both purity and impurity;
it was never born and can never die;
it is utterly serene.
this is the form of our
original mind,
which is also our original body."
xoxo,
gee
september 02 |
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" there are those who think that life
has nothing left to chance
with a host of holy horrors
to direct our aimless dance
a planet of playthings
we dance on the strings
of powers we cannot perceive
' the stars aren't aligned ---
or the gods are malign...'
blame is better to give than receive
you can choose a ready guide
in some celestial voice
if you choose not to decide
you still have made a choice
you can choose from phantom fears
and kindness that can kill
I will choose a path that's clear
I will choose free will
there are those who think
that they've been dealt a losing hand
the cards were stacked against them ---
they weren't born in lotus-land
all preordained
a prisoner in chains
a victim of venomous fate
kicked in the face
you can't pray for a place
in heaven's unearthly estate
each of us
a cell of awareness
imperfect and incomplete
genetic blends
with uncertain ends
on a fortune hunt that's far too fleet..."
(~ " free will " by rush ~
lyrics by neil peart, music by geddy lee and alex lifeson ~)
amazing lyrics,
amazing song,
amazing band.
xoxo,
gee
september 01 |
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summer comes
to an end...
the memories linger,
bittersweet, just like
sugar and lemon
on my lips
from the iced tea I will
one day drink
with you
on the coldest day
of winter
maybe
you will shake your head
at me, with a grin,
tell me that I'm crazy...
but I will smile back at you,
knowing that you
see me,
knowing that you
know me,
knowing that you
love me
with you,
every season
is one in which
I will bare
my soul
xoxo,
gee
" I live for those who love me,
for those who know me true,
for the heaven so blue above me,
and the good that I can do."
(~ george linnaeus banks ~)
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