" brush your teeth..."
Mood:  happy
recently, I said,
" do you know...
there are days
where it seems
every thought I have
begins and ends
with you...

(pause)

I brush my teeth and I'm thinking of you..."

this morning,
on the phone...

" gee... I hope you brush your teeth all day."

(~smile~)

xoxo,
gee

soul on fire...
Mood:  on fire
at the beach...

the sun on my face

burning
burning

the tears in my eyes

burning
burning

my body, aching

burning
burning

love me
to the extreme, baby...

right
to the
fucking
core

here
I
am

watch me
set
my soul
on fire

xoxo,
gee

burn & bleed
Mood:  mischievious
burn from me
as I bleed
from you

xoxo,
gee

I am a girl...
Mood:  quizzical
I am a girl...

a young girl
spinning around inside a
grown woman's world...

I am made of glass
and full of jelly beans
and I hurt
in places nobody can see or even
believe exist...

I beg them to help me,
they shake their heads and roll their eyes
and tell me I'm crazy, and so I shout
into the void, begging out loud, a plea
to the only ones left to hear me,
" my god! my goddess! please...!"

the only response,
my own echo...

(*silence*)

perhaps one day,
my screams will shatter the glass
and the sweetness will spill out,
everywhere,
into every dark corner
of the world --
young, old, ageless, timeless...!

maybe one day,
jagged edges will slice through little girl
fingertips,
and I will raise my bloody open palms to a
bright blue sky
and thank this universe
for hearing me,
for blessing me,
for loving me
enough to
silence the deafening tornado
raging inside
this jelly bean jar wearing a painted smile...

xoxo,
gee

for you . . .
Mood:  special
I feel the rise and fall of your chest
beneath my hand, watching you drift
to a place invisible,
yet familiar

dreams of one
become a dance
between two

here we are...

you wrap your arm over and
around me,
pulling me close...

closer...

we are partners
in this

this...

this dance that we do

dreaming,
holding,
sleeping,
waking,
drifting,
dancing...

your whispers, sleepy, like floating feathers
blow across my cheek
tonight

my sweet one, I hear you
I feel you,
I dream with you,
I dance with you...

I love you

xoxo,
gee