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these journals are where I place my uncensored thoughts
and self-portrait images,
without intention to offend or to please...
this is my world...
whether on top of it
or drowning in it,
I pause, and capture a moment of it
and place it here,
for the love of art
for the passion to create...
my painful pleasure -- this restlessness --
*adult content within these pages*
I invite you to view,
as you wish...
"I disregard the proportions,
the measures, the tempo of the ordinary world.
I refuse to live in the ordinary world
as an ordinary woman.
to enter ordinary relationships.
I want ecstasy.
I am a neurotic -- in the sense that I live in my world.
I will not adjust myself to the world.
I am adjusted to myself."
(~ anais nin ~)
" there are lovers content with longing.
I am not one of them. " ( ~ rumi ~ )